hello my name is nathan olson and i have been having suicidal thoughts anyone who wants to talk about it can come chat with me or you can post it on my page
i sometimes i feel like there is no hope
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I have one thing to say…no. Think about what GeekySonic would say if you killed yourself. Think about what your friends and family members would think.
my parents don’t give a crap what i have to say
I’m sorry to hear that. I recommend you look at our wikiArticles. if you want to talk I’m here. Again, I’m so sorry
Stay strong!
Hello, Nathan. As someone who has been through a similar situation, I can see why you feel so ignored. I often felt like my parents can never understand my feelings. Here in North Dakota, people are dead-set against being different. I was, and still am, an outcast. You’re not in the wrong, seeking solace online. I’ve done the same, not too long ago. You’ve probably realized this by now, but talking to people is the best thing you can do at this point. When I first talked to people, it was so powerful to realize that a complete stranger was concerned for me. I started taking counseling last week, but it’s never as uplifting, to me, as a person behind a screen choosing to tell me that they want me to be happy. And that’s what you need. To be happy. I’ve had the fortune of great Internet friends, and a little bit of comfort from my few friends in real life. Honestly, even just a little bit of music helps. Please, anytime you feel worthless, lonely, or sorrowful, just get on the computer and rant. Rant, because there are lots of people who give a crap. We would feel terrible if you took your life. I don’t know you, Nathan, and I may never. But I want you to be happy. Throw those hopeless feelings away. You’re with friends, here.
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I’ve thought about suicide as well. It’s not gonna make life happier.
system
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I have too once but I wasn’t very depressed… I was so stressed out and confused of the world that things got twisted Don’t give up hope! There are people out there that you can be friends with, good people who will help you and give you support whenever you need it!
i am also sick of people making fun of me and being bullied becouse i was born with tics and tourette syndrome. so whenever i twitch or fidget people laugh at me. but i get it, every one always picks on the retarded kid
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Who gives a damn? Everyone gets laughed at. @NatarianQueen
has Tourette syndrome, and I think she’s awesome. So let me get this straight. You’re going to commit suicide because people laugh at you? I’m very confused.
that is one of the reason
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So people laugh at you and then you want to kill yourself?
when i try to hang out with others they say that they don’t want to hangout with a retard
Snowy
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They don’t want to hang out with you because you have a disability and it scares them. I think that this is truly wrong! You cannot help it, I have made a suicide attempt once.
they think it is funny when i twitch and fidget
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Me too. I tried to hang myself. Listen, man, people all over the place have disabilities. It’s hard. It’s tough. Life sucks. People don’t accept anyone that happens to slightly different. Listen, go on wikiHow and talk to either @LeahLovesGod
, @IsabelleZita
, or @Garshepp
. These guys can help you and talk through your problems. Also, you can get a counselor or call the Suicide Hotline. Think before you do, Nathan. Think about what comes next. Think about wether death will make you happy. Think before you act. I’m sorry you feel this way. Sometimes life is just tough. Like I said, people will think anyone different sucks. But if you do die, that will really hurt me. Coz I know you have twitching and Tourette Syndrome. And guess what? I don’t care. I think you’re another fellow human being with a right to live. You’re letting these other losers take ahold of you. They’re silently influenceing this choice you’re contemplating. Listen, it’s your life. I’m trying to help you. There are many people in the world who would give a crap about you. They would care. It would make me really sad if you killed yourself. But you have this choice in your hands. I can’t make you drop the gun, rope, knife, or whatever you’re using. But I do want you to. Please read this before you act upon yourself. Thanks.
They want your attention. Ignore them
i am currently going to the school consoler when i need to