K this one won’t be sad or anything cuz I am not feeling sad today but like I have one thing that’s happening in my life that I thought I would share and you guys can tell me about your day here and stuff.
News: Okay I went to the doctors today and I am getting a Pacemaker now. For everyone that doesn’t know what a Pacemaker is… it’s basically a little tiny thing that goes in your heart to make sure it keeps beating. It rly sucks but I have to do it and apparently the first part of it will hurt really bad… kinda sucks but it’s whatever. NOW TELL ME ABOUT YOUR GUY’S AMAZING DAYYYS!!!
@LoveMyLife20
yep it’s so much fun (not really)
how old are you? (just as a quick question)
and your getting a pacemaker? seems awefully young
That’s what my mom said… It’s weird
why do you need one anyway?
@LoveMyLife20
believe me I wish I knew. I have always had a fragile heart and it seems to be getting weaker… I don’t know how long I’ve got left but I hope it’s long enough to love someone (sorry for being sad again). My life wasn’t really meant to be but it’s okay. I really wish I knew why I needed a pacemaker or what is wrong with me.
y-you can love m-me… *blushes bright red* @Afellowwikihower
*blushes even redder* *sits down and hides my pants* (if you don’t like my role playing just say so and I’ll stop)
No no you’re good… *hides blushing face under hood*
I-I should tell you though… I-I am a boy… if that’s o-okay… *starts closing myself off from you to protect myself*
Okay I have nothing against Gay people at all… in fact I have loads of LGTBQ+ friends. I am just… not… sorry homie… (I am genuinely sorry…) I’ll still luv u tho
*had been expecting this* *does my best not to shut down again* I-it’s okay… we can still be friends *fights the crippling depression threatening to take over my life again* @Afellowwikihower
*yawns and stretches* Plain ole’- Same ole’- Same ole’ stuff goin’ on.
*is crumpled in a heap in a corner, slowly dying inside*
*pats your back* You’ll be fine.
