I've been straight for 16 years now, only dating one guy that lasted about three months. After that heartbreak, I really had time to reflect on why i was even upset.. He didn't treat me the way I'd want my future husband to treat me, even after claiming he was going to marry me one day. That entire relationship was online and i realized I wasn't upset at all. I was fine with not being with a man, relieved even. <br />I kept scrolling through my socials, liking videos of pretty women with pretty styles, telling myself i admired them platonically. I kept seeing more wlw tiktoks and wishing I had a girl that was all about me because I'd be sooo happy with a wife instead!!! What i wanted wasn't men, i was simply attracted masculinity. my ex bf had a girl name and a feminine face so maybe that's why i liked him 😅<br />SKIP TO HERE!!! : okay im gonna get to the point now, thought i was straight, started seeing girls differently, imagine being intimate with a girl and marrying a girl. i saw girl on girl relationships and got sickly jealous. now there's a gorgeous, cool girl that i'm semi-friends with (she's bi) and i want her SO BADD. slight issue, she thinks im straight and so do our mutual friends..and im changing schools in a few months so it wouldn't work :(( WHAT AM I?? i know i would date a guy again if he was amazing but being bi will scare off the girls UGH

girl i feel youu, i've been with one guy only and that relationship drained me. i havent even dated a girl and ik thats what i want forever xx

this is too cute!!