My friend is subtly controlling and kinda makes me feel like i don't do enough, like raising her eyebrows at me, kinda like emphasising what I haven't done, and trying to one-up me or creating drama. Like if I try to say "Oh I haven't had the best day and I stayed up really late last night so I'm quite tired," she'll start talking about how she has ballet 5 days a week and always does her homework and that I would never be able to cope if I were her, and I know that that might be true, I'm not sure, but it's still feels pretty hurtful and disregarding (is that a word?). She also tries to find ways to make her life seem harder like when there was a competition at school that was philosophy. There was a spot bc someone quit and she was asked if she wanted to and she said "yeah sure, I definitely can!" but she had just been complaining about how she had ballet rehearsals that week, and how it was so hard for her to fit stuff in, but she willingly signed up then complained to our friend group about it, and I had kind of wanted to do this competition since I usually don't sign up. It's like she's always tired, always having a worse day, but she doesn't try to make it easier, like she adds to her drama. I always feel empty after seeing her and dread seeing her. So I kinda wanna move away but she sits with me and my other friends every day and always asks questions if I sit somewhere else. Sometimes I sit somewhere else bc I don't like how the conversation is almost always ballet, which two of us don't know about (me and my bestie) so it feels like I'm being ignored, and it gets brushed aside if I say anything. And the other people (2 of them and her) I sit with are my really great friends and one of them is her bestie, they do everything together. I really want to stay with them so I dunno what to do. I like to avoid conflict so I don't know how to stand up. Sorry for yapping and the long paragraph but I want to find a way to fix it.