lets try to get to count to 100 once we hit 100 we have to go down from 100 like 1…40…80…100 then 100…80…40…1  then do the alphabet A to Z then Z to A then do 1-100 again (just i guess a game to do when bored and stuff i dont really know anymore im just lonley sad and bored after just getting so happy but remembering i have some homework to get done =( so annoying)

oh yeah i forgot ill start *sigh* 1

2

are you ok?

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sigh* yea im ok i guess (._.) and defitnetly not sad or upset

oh yea 5 since i forgot a number (says to self sorry im so dumb im leaving again from this site most likely sadly forever this time…)

6u sure ur ok?

  1. Dont leave.

why dont leave? and im not ok i just like pretending so i can keep this smile on to hide away the pain 

I do the same every day. but people on here don’t want you to go. We want to be your friends

yeah +1

aww thats sweet and nice to here #^_^# but trust me its going to be ok without me sorry to break it to ya

-X

Why do you want to leave, X?

yeah +2, lol

But seriously

=( kinda sad honestly that we are back here lol and you guys so badly dont want me to leave cause i am mainly leaving for one main reaso bout  my frist relationship and what occured with it 

I’m not sure I see how that connects to wikiHow =/

Don’t you think everyone would be happier if you stayed?

i feel as if everyone would be happier if i left honestly =/ cause im contantly sad recently and seeming as being very dramatic

I guarantee people wouldn’t be happier if you left.

Maybe a little dramatic, but it’s okay. We understand =)

cries inside again* im struggling so much lately that i am confused what is real emotions now and whats not because i…

want to go on the heaven train ;-;