Ode to Summer
Do you too remember those true summer days,
Languid and sweet and slow, honey-like and thick with heat?
A dream of peaches melting into liquid gold as if to say
That this alone is truth: Life is gentle, purely sweet,
And winter is a fiction of absurd dismay,
Ridiculous and foreign. Bright days, only, then, one long lullaby;
Rhythms of lake water lapping, lulling, an oar dipping amid rippled blue;
The cat leaping -- the only quickness in the napping afternoon -- to claw bravely at the line-draped sheets;
And your hands, tender, mud-lined, lifting my small body upwards to the sky.
In the pink dusk, at last, the air thick with crickets’ song,
In the scent of day-baked stone and rose, the shadows dark and low and long,
Impossible thing, it seemed to me: That eternal golden day would end! --
Dissolving with alacrity, from blazing gold to tender pink to dull dust grey,
A rapid and consuming void. Black night taught another truth: The brightness does not to us belong,
And what is loved and ripe -- though strong and good -- does not Time’s eager march suspend.
Years now have passed and brought their weighty blights;
I cannot now melt so easily into the syrupy light.
I know of winds and waste, their heft and hue,
The ways of danger lurking in sharpest noon.
But still, of countless seasons of my life, I treasure most of all
Those long, kind days when I was small,
And sure that love was all, and sweetness too; that brightness could cocoon,
Keep safe the precious, hold off the gloom.
It is a virtue, I believe, to place one’s trust all in the day,
To keep faith with what is gold and good and gay
And give oneself, wholehearted, to a honeyed afternoon.
What more blissful form of love? To what gentler calling are we born?
That youthful, sleepy trust is gone – another loss, another thing to mourn.